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Estelle Goh
CHIJ Secondary TP
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Little Nitty Bits

1. Improve and sharpen my Dance Techniques
2. Book Vouchers, so that I can buy lots' of em
3. Pick up a new skill during the holidays
4. Spend more time with God
5. Carolling with the Llamas again!
6. Picnics, sleepovers, shopping with the Sixsomes & Llamas
7. Catching up time with friends
8. Christmas with the folks in malaysia
9. Become a better person



Love ya (:



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Monday, March 24, 2008 @ 9:27 PM

God never gives us more than what we can bear.

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Happy 18th Birthday!
You must be really happy in heaven now with God,
It would have been wonderful,
if you were still here with us to celebrate.
Your presence will always be missed dearly....

Two words describe how I feel at this moment,


Breathless, and Touched.

I've just finished reading Thaddeus' book," Running the full distance" ,
which all of us bought yesterday during the special mass in memory of him.

Whoa.
How could anyone so angelic ever be on earth and go through so much
so that he would carry out God's duties?
Never did I expect in my wildest dreams,
that I would actually cry reading the book.
Bennett's mummy has really compiled and written the book,
in a way beyond words.
I have personally never seen him before in my life,
I only came to know about him upon his death.
Sad huh?
People only realise that you are there, or that you're important,
only after you have passed on.
It must have been so hard for his family, losing someone so dear, suddenly.
The feelings' still raw, after all it has only been 9 months since
he was still running the race.....

I started to think of what if.....

mummy died tomorrow?
daddy died tomorrow?
I died just this moment?
what if.....someone close to me just left us all, to return home.
The thoughts make me scared.
It must have been difficult for that girl in school,
who has a sister who suffered from schizophrenia & depression.
Her sister's fear? Death.
Her sister would always lament about the possibilities of her
passing on at any moment, what she would want at her funeral,
and each day she would try to kill herself.
My heart goes to you, my dear friend.
Having to come home everyday, finding your sister attempting
to commit sucide.
whoa.

I guess lately I haven't been my best.
deep inside lies a sad and troubled me.
I'm not gonna lament about things here,
besides it's Easter.
It should be a time to be happy and merry
that our Lord has risen.

:D
smile, estelle...

[ editted on 26 march ]






Sunday, March 23, 2008 @ 2:54 AM

HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE! :D
I've had the most magical week ever.

At the point of time, Mariel is blogging also.
AHHHHH. I'm ultra high now, although I don't know why.
This week it was all about church church, friends friends.
The days have been short, but it feels like forever!
(in the good way )

Yesterday:

I woke up pretty early to send a message
to the llamas and mers about celebrating Audrey's 14th!
when it was done, I started sewing my boring Home Econs bookmark.
Arranged to be meet Mehma after her choir practice, at bishan to do some ''studying''
We ended up reading about some supernatural stuff.


HAHA, I learnt more about SAI BABA!
and I managed to find a book with an interesting name.
" Cup of Comfort, For Inspirations "
It sounds so tinggly to me! It was filled with very light-hearted stories,
one of them was entitled '' Angel's wings''
The story was about a lady who was struck by a terminal illness,
which caused her to be bed-ridden.
But she was always the sunshine for the people around her.
She could remember all the tiniest details of her friends and neighbours.


Whenever they left after visiting her,


she would always say this to them " May the Angel's wings, be with you! "
Oh oh, and because she was bed-ridden, she had a special phone.
WHICH I FELT WAS SUPER COOL.
It's called the..... Blow phone.
HAHA. It had holes beside the numbers,
so if you want to dial a number
all you needed to do was to blow on that hole and the number would be dialled!
Creative invention man.

Okay moving on,
we went to meet kris and ron to pick the present for Audrey,
there was like absolutely nothing at bishan so went to ps;
where mehma and I satisfied our cravings for fried mars bars, yo.
HAHA, the lady at the chippy's counter looked like me?
Anyways, while the guys were doing their picking,
( Picking sounds wrong. )
we went to marks & spencer where I spooked mehma,
by telling her that their gummies all contained meat gelatine.
The percy pig ones had pork gelatine.
The fruit gums one had beef gelatine.
Did I mention, m & s' choc.chip cookies are heaven for a slacky day.
You could just sit down and keep munching on those.
( say whatever to fats :D )
went to mehma's house and met her 3 sisters in real life.
I got a shock luh, the girl whom I always saw in primary sch, was one of her sissy.
easter vigil mass was awesome, although the trip to the park failed.
the church is so mesmerising, I must say.

Today:
BIG BIG DAY TODAY! EASTER FIESTA! :D AUDREY'S BIRTHDAY CELEB.
Her celeb went on pretty well, no doubt it was super last minute but whatever,
Audrey you loved it anyways right?
we held it in the awesome rooftop which I've heard of for so long,
but've never been before.
The scene was magnificient,
so cool you could see like black heads moving beneath you.
oh well, it didn't last for long, we sorta got caught for it.
helped out to do the body painting too!
Boy, it was tiring, but worth it.
Seeing the delight on those small cute kids' faces.
Look at my bunny!
HAHA, The body looks constipated, but ya.

the day at church ended of with gift bearers.
I still have the pretty picture of mehma in her;
OH-SO-STUDIOUS pose.



I miss the holidays, hooray june is coming,
but before that, exams are here to stay.
So,
Here we go again.

:D



Friday, March 21, 2008 @ 8:13 AM

Chum chum chum, just came back home.
Went back to church again to attend stations with nut, maryanne and clarice.
Mariel was passion playing as Veronica and Vic was Mary.
Haha, we were laughing throughout the parts they appeared in.
They looked a bit like Bhuto. :D
In a cool way though, hahaha not the mas selamat wife's style.
After that, mar & I went to the park to chit chat and have fun!
Hahaha, catched up a bit , listening to all her happenings in class and social life!
I shared mine too (:
I feel chilidish today! Haha, I tied my hair into 2 pony tails, wore a ultra huge mickey mouse jacket :D
Stephen said I was acbc, was it acbc? Oh well you get the idea anyways.
Maybe he's partially right! But I think everyone has one of those retarded days.
My point to you: JUST BE YOURSELF :D Do what you want! Like me!
Tuition again tomorrow morning, gotta do some sums for Jenna (:
Got a study date with Mar after that, haven't had it in the longest time ever imagined.
It feels great again to know that I'm gonna have free time for myself!
OH OH! I'm such a doofus.
I've been abstaining from meat throughout the week, and just now I stupidly went to buy chicken nuggets as I was feeling hungry.
URGH! HAHA, I realised it when I had my first bite.
But you know, meat always taste nice & tender on days where you're not suppose to have it.
good friday's ending soon! here comes easter!


love yall.



Thursday, March 20, 2008 @ 8:06 PM

Good morning Sunshine!
What a perfect start to the day.
I slept really early yesterday night and I forgot to take out my rubber bands,
ahhh, now my hair's in a curly weird shape.
I just finished reading The Lottery by Shirley Jackson, Mariel's recommendation.
Hmmm, it's an interesting story for you to read in the morning, well that's only for the front
part of the story, although I don't quite understand the last few paras about stones.
According to Mariel, she said the people get stoned in africa every year.
I'm having math tuition later, I need to buck up, yo.
I've been spending lots of time revising and studying Literature, and neglecting the
other subjects. Let's hope I get to do Higher Lit next year.
There's passion play later! Can't wait, marmar's in it.
Sad, mummy's going to HK tomorrow morning.
No easter vigil with her, it's left with Daddy and I.
HAHA ohwell! I could do with 4 days of no nagging, no lecturing.
I'm so jealous of Mel & Seraphina, they're in Italy now!
So nice to be in Italy during the Holy week, you get to attend mass there.
The congregation in Italy's super huge, and you can feel the warmth.
ahhh.

:D



@ 1:45 AM

The words may be borrowed, but the sentiments all mine.


The world's so small. I just found out that Justine's boyfriend knows Ronald and Cherisse.
There are so many connections here and there, that it freaks me out.
Who knows? Your friend could be your long lost sister/brother?
Haha, nah just kidding, you'll never be that lucky to get the jackpot!
I'm gonna change my blog skin now, it's getting utterly boring and dull
YAY! Mass later on, finally I get to see the llamas, miss yall.
Not forgetting the merbrothers also.
Easter's coming coming coming! CAN'T WAIT! Easter this year is gonna be a blast!
Gonna help lexxaye at her mummy's tattoo stall.
:D :D :D
HAHA! okay, blog later.



Wednesday, March 19, 2008 @ 7:36 AM

SAGE ON STAGEEEE.
I still can't contain my joy till today!

TOP 3 & MOST SUPPORTED GROUP :D
AHHHH. We clinched 3rd & 5th place!
STATIC won High Energizer, 4th place.
lovely Sanguine got into finals (:
IJ's so cool, yo.

We didn't expect to get 2 awards, we were hoping to get at least one or none.
I still remember that after performing, all of us felt that it was just crap on stage.
Jia was tearing, Nina was crazy mad. And I was receiving flowers :D
YAY! I shall dedicate all my thank you's here:
Zena & Janet:
NAKNAK! Thanks for coming so far to watch me perform even when you just finished Band camp, haha lugging all your barang barang to Cathay and even got me flowers. Janet, thanks for understanding, regarding the english proj :D sorry couldn't make it.
Mariel, Alex and her friends:
YAY! YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME. So nice to come down under the hot sun, watching all the retarded groups go by, and supporting NUT AND I. (:
it's okay you had to leave early, your presence meant a lot I believe for both of us.
Everyone:
THANKS FOR THE MANY ENCOURAGEMENTS AND UNDERSTANDING ON THE WAY :D
The exciting feeling still stays fresh in me, I have never in my life, cried because I was so happy, but for the first time, I did. During the results, we ( sagers ) were all holding our hands, closing our eyes, super anxious, and when they read out our names twice, we screamed and teared! I know you may think I'm being stupid here, but hey it's such a nice feeling!
we've all achieved so much as group, me being the youngest in the group, I've learnt loads. I MISS YOU, SAGE. the fun fun chicken rice and smoothie dates during pracs.
Talking about chicken, my plan on going vegetarian for Holy Week, is working!
Surprisingly, I can resist the temptation, I haven't eaten any meat since Monday, hopefully I won't be careless and eat meat.
Today's day was pretty bad, I was filled with fatigue.
Anyways, Ru came over to my house for a while to change, we had Oishi Pizza and some sushiii. After that, we went to AMK hub to meet Shan.
HAHA, chit- chatted till like 6 plus then we both went home.
I just realised how much Ru means to me, I tell her every SINGLE thing , she's so much like me. We're BREASTFRIENDS FOREVER :D
hahah.
I just finished watching Dance Night ' 06's DVD, it was boring, no wonder people left half-way through. I'm suppose to submit in my Home. E bookmark by tomorrow, but I have no energy to sew at all, I'm just poking my fingers with the needle.
I miss the llamas, a lot.
We seem so far, since Audrey left for usa.
Heard that last week's cath was super fun, sad I missed it with Nut.
Nvm, there's always other times.
Tomorrow's Maundy Thursday people!
Time to get holyy (:
Here's SAGE performing. ( I suggest you turn down the volume )




Friday, March 14, 2008 @ 7:38 AM

CONGRATULATION SAGUINE,
on getting into Top 8 for T-shirt Design!


It's the last league of the race,

LET'S GO SAGE & STATIC!

WHOO HOO :D




Thursday, March 13, 2008 @ 7:36 AM

you like it? I like it!
you love it? I love it!
you want it? you want it?
Sounds so bimbotic :D Today's been the best danceworks day of my life, we did so many wonderful wonderful thing. How time flies, like a mosquito! I remembered us coming together on the first meeting being all clique-ish, and now we're like ultra bonded, haha that's what we think!
I mean we were all looking at the other groups, not that they weren't bonded but our group always seems to be the one laughing and having fun, dancing, enjoying ourselves. I really consider myself very lucky, and I am thankful for what I have now! ALLELUIA PRAISE THE LORD :D
After practising we started talking about random things, then we came to the topic of post-danceworks, haha such a nice feeling you know that! Like now I can't contain my joy!
We are planning to join other competitions with this piece, and to be retarded during keyshia's hip hop, by wearing the sunkist orange S.O.S shirt ( aka, SAGE ON STAGE! )
I don't think other groups planned so far except the mighty and wise us.
YAY! Sager's outing tomorrow after Dance practice!
To watch what?
Hint: * apple bottom jeans, with the boots...*
STEP UP 2, YO.
I guess this will be my last post until sunday where I'd hopefully post some GOOD NEWS!
Audrey's coming back on sat! Hooray! You're missed, girl.
How's the big U.S.A?
:D
bang bang bang, i'm so SUPERSUPERSUPER high now!
AHHHHHHHHH........



Wednesday, March 12, 2008 @ 11:44 AM

HELLO! I have a sudden urge to blog now.
It's 2.45am though, so quiet and dark, but I'm enjoying it :D
It's so fun to be in the dark again.
I've been having random dreams lately, ones that you would laugh about if you heard.
Okay, I'll tell you one.
I dreamt that my mummy and I were in the Land Before Time scene, all the dinos around flying in the air, and both of us were washing clothes in some red puddle underneath the dinos.
Call it retarded, whatever :D
I've been listening to That's Right by Ciara the whole day, and I don't seem to get sick of it.
After a long long long time, finally Mariel and I managed to talk on the phone, mostly because I was not okay. Thank you babe, thanks for being there.
Mummy's birthday's on Friday! Big emergency, I have zeeroo time to get anything for her.
Danceworks' is like till 7 plus, and I'd be drained out by then, how to go?
Haha, nvm I shall give her my heart!
Nah, so weird to give your heart to your mum.
Sage wants to go for an inspirational outing on Friday before Danceworks, to watch Step Up 2!
Yay, I guess it's gonna be awesome!
I think I'll watch Step Up 2 twice or thrice, cause 3 ppl have already asked me to go watch it with them. There's the Sagers, Ru and Mar.
Oh well, I'll see how.

Everyone's been so nice and friendly to volunteer to teach me guitar.
Haha, how cool is that? :D
I didn't know posting it on your blog would attract that much attraction.
I think I'm gonna change my blogskin, it's too eeeee-moooo ): not nice not nice.
!
4 hours left for me to hibernate!
off I go, although I know it's abrupt but CIAO! :D
love you guys.



Sunday, March 9, 2008 @ 7:33 AM

I was just reading Mariel's blog, and I started laughing, cause I read Bevin's reply to me.
She thinks that my name sounds like her pet chicken, which she doesn't have ? HAHA like huh?
Plus, she's anti-chicken. WHOA, who doesn't eat chicken?
Didnt attend mass today at SFX, went to christ the king and saw Aunty V there.
my brain hurts now, too much math today.
haven't been studying it for prob a month? Horrible me I know but YAY!.
started tuition also with jannah, after soo long.
skipped gift bearers! :D
went mini-shopping with mummy also.
I saw on the arena web that Vic's debating for SJC, interesting man.
Except for the fact tht she's the only chinese on her team. Eh, racial profiling?
NAH, just kidding :D it's tomorrow, hopefully I'll catch it in time.
I'll be dancing for 7 hours tomorrow,10-5.
I'm sorta scared now, cause I dont know Keyshia's hip hop steps, didn't attend it for 2 weeks.
grah. anne & ru are on science camp, so they'll not be going.
nutty, are u going with me ): ?
hahaha, miss you luh.

i wanna learn how to play the guitar, but I dont have the time to, sad.
& there's a guitar sitting in the store room now.



Saturday, March 8, 2008 @ 4:30 AM


Omnia Omnibus;
All Things to All Men.

This is one of the many things I've learnt from council. It actually means everything for everyone everywhere. So, I woke up at 5am today, super early because we have to meet in school by 6.30am. Today was THE day, haha the cluster camp thing with all the IJ primary schools, I facilitated for the first time in my life, haha quite fun luh, wonderful experience, you know you get to play games with them, get to know them, shout cheers, and debrief them hahaha, can talk rubbish. Anyways, my group was the awesome VIOLET! :D

V.I.O.L.E.T :D
the group's names were all superhero names, there were like wonder woman, jean gray, rouge, superman, spiderman and blah blah blah., the list goes on.
There were 2 girls from IJ TP, and another 3 from Kellock.
I think they enjoyed the games very much as much as I did, HAHA actually I LOVED the water fight with all the facils. I saw some things that I never thought I could expect, my my.
Those kids were young, but boy they can blow your mind.
I admired the trust they shared amongst themelves, something we, you & me can never find in our daily lives, the ability to completely trust someone.
During the debrief, I learnt a lot too, and the several important decisions to make , the answers were like just thrown in my face.
I think over this period of time, I've learnt to mature a bit more, and be more sensitive to others needs.
Okay, after the whole camp ended, exchanged my numbers with those kids, haha they're still smsing me now, telling me good night and a 9593749337378 Thank you's.
So innocent.
Finally, I can sleep in tomorrow morning, no cath class, after a hectic week, YAY god's rewarded me.
March holiday's are so not holidays. So many projects & homework to finish ):
plus dance & cheer practices.
grah.

oh well.
i'm off to shower now!

ciaociao




Thursday, March 6, 2008 @ 7:32 AM

Good evening all you bloggers out there,
today's been a smooth sailing day, I've got all the things that I didn't expect to get.
Mummy's extremely nice too, she brought me to massage because she knew I pulled my shoulder muscle, and she bought me a new phone!
AHHH, how cool is that?
She bought the red W910i, the shake shake one :D
And and, I went to try the Super Bluetooth Hack thing, it works man.
HAHA, I made my mum call my dad for no reason.
scary, hahaa I'll go try to prank someone tomorrow at school!
I realised that every single day, I've been slogging my life out, drowning myself with work work and more work. March holidays aren't even really counted as a holiday anymore, it's just gonna be intensive practice and practice and practice. Mrs Zailee wants to have full dress rehearsal on Wed. I have to finish my Literature hw & type a warning letter for this girl who always leaves her wallet her in class. HAHA, my my my, actually sometimes I think bck, why do I even bother to take the responsibility and do all the hard work, when the class don't even care.
EP lesson tomorrow, turns me off.
oh and lovely people, if I haven't smsed you my new number here it is, so sorry if you didn't receive one from me, 83882478
The number seems weird if you look at it in a way, I still prefer the 8117 number, but oh well let's just make do with what we have :D

That's all for lazy today!



Wednesday, March 5, 2008 @ 7:17 PM

Here I am sitting in the computer lab, HAHA suppose to be researching about Lent, and what it means to me, but I finished early so yeah. Today's pretty gloomy, probably cause it's rainy season so everyone's all stoned and out. Seraphina's outta her mind, she's researching about Altar Servers, hahaha really boy crazy.
Nothing happening today that's exciting, just council dry run for the camp on sat.
I'm missing dance now. HAHA, toot me. 9 days left!
Alright, thats all thats in my mind now.
Blog later when I get home then....
:D

wish me luck!
xoxo



Monday, March 3, 2008 @ 6:34 AM

Fly me to the moon, and let me play among the stars.
Let me see what spring's like, on jupitar and mars...

today's been pretty wonderful, I managed to do something that I really felt satisfied in,
which was leading my team's debate. I've never been given the chance to be debate cap before,
whoa, I really made our speakers go the extra mile, they are so so brilliant now.
HEY, I LOVE YOU GUYS OKAY! :D I'm so sorry if I spoke too fast or made you write faster.
Just would like to let you know that, I believe all of us will perform so well tomorrow,
we MADE it, all the late night arguments, haha whining and researching, LOVE YOUU ((:

Hmm..I skipped Hip Hop prac, saw the steps they've learnt. IT'S MIND-BLOWING.
So darn nice, I've gotta learn it man, loads to catch up but it's worth it!
Attending SAGE prac though, haha all of you must be wondering what Sage is right?
HAHA, it's the name of my group for Danceworks :D
Sounds like some Power Rangers name or something.
Countdown to Danceworks: 11 days!
I'm starting to feel the tension now, you know seeing Sanquin dance is already a threat, like what more Groovy Nuts or Juying?
Nevermind! GO ESTELLE! :D

Went for mass today with mariel, then it was to RK's.
I'M MISSING YOU BABE TOO!
HAHA, and yes apparently I pinned up my bangs, because I decided to be cool and obedient.
Mariel makes me so relaxed, you know I dont feel the mighty amount of stress when I'm with her. Like the world's stop revolving, hahaha, lousy analogy, but ya.
Nut's been so out lately, like she's emotionless.
STAY STRONG BABE! STATIC'S SO FINE, YOU'RE GONNA BLOW MY MIND!
LIKE PEWWWWW! HAHAA.


I'm off to help Janet's group!
okay, i'm gonna rush this entry today, cause someone's waiting to read it
HAHAHA.

NIGHTS!